So far away

Never been for anything
Never chained but never free
I lied to heal the broken love
With all that it could
Live the life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart
With all that I could
Will you stay
Will you stay away forever?
How do I live without the ones I love? 
Time still turns the pages of the book, it's burnt
Facing times always on my mind 
I have so much to say but you're so far away
Means a war of futures hold
Foolish lies of grown and old
And seems we're so invincible
The truth is so cold
A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find
The place in my mind
Where you can stay?
You can stay awake forever!
How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book, it's burnt
Facing times always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away
Sleep tight
I'm not on pray
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away
A place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done
I'll be on my way
To live eternally
How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book, it's burnt
Facing times always on my mind
And the light you let remains
But it so hard to stay
And I have so much to say and you're so far away
I love you
You were ready
The pain stroke in dark spines
But I see you
An it lets me
Your pain is gone on hands of time
So far away      (And I need you to know)
So far away      (And I need you to need you to know)

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langit tak lagi ramah – pekat
gugurkan butiran air ke muka bumi
serpihan alam bergeser
aroma kebusukan dibilas dingin cuaca
sepancong kopi saring,
dan beberapa potong tahu goreng,
setia menemani hariku
hujan kian mengental
lantas menggenang dalam benak orang-orang
pencari kebajikan

berapa lama kuharus berdiam
sedang lambung imajiku membuncit
kalau memang ini merupakan garis takdir
menepilah barang sejenak
biar kutadah dalam isyarat makna
dan kita harus bersepakat dalam kata
agar takzimku tetap indah dikenang.